Saturday, May 24, 2008
So near yet so far......................
Last weekend went back to hometown and celebrated dad's b'day. We did a simple one which is took dinner together and bought him a fruit cake and celebrated at home. Just a simple celebration. Everyone enjoyed it.
My folks are approaching their 60's....Well....looks like their children still behave like " kin kia" hahahaha......However...a good news is......they will becoming GRANDPARENTS in year 2008...So....really a good news?Hmmm.....curious~~~~~~~~
Bad news announced bout the SiChuan's earthquake and Myanmar disaster. Wow....so many people died in 1 day............When I read the news....and those pictures in the newspaper........It reflects a pictures of Doom day to me.........."The world is almost end".........We Pray for the victims......
This month's figure sucks too. Thought it can be better than last month. Well...indeed actually.
however....still a failure case. I was wondering........why cant i do it so much better? It supposed to be so much better than last month. Why is it....last minute so many stupid problem occured? How should I improve myself to get better , best.....great.....FANTASTIC????~~~~~~~~~~~
I missed my dancing class so much. Missed all the steps and all the dances i learnt. Cha Cha...Samba....Rumba....Jive....Tango....Waltz.....Foxtrot......Quickstep....Bachata.....Merengue......etc.
Dancing is an other great activities in my life. I'm so contended with all the so called talent I have in ARTs. Well.....except drawing as.....it looks like a GHOST paint!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha.................
I think my usual social life which I had when I was 18 aged has came back!!!! Clubbing!!!!!!! Damn Damn Damn!!!!! Cialat Cialat Cialat!!!!!!!!!!! Good sign or bad??? The reason I went clubbing is not because for the sake of "drink"! OMG.....1 glass of beer or liquor from 10pm till 3am it will remained the same glass. Why??? I added rocks non stop!!! hahaha.....Certainly....I cant let myself drunk ...........cos I need to drive. :)
As I entering this field....I realized many things around me. Well....maybe it is because I get to know more ppl...older and younger than me. Sincere and cunning....gentleman and sugar daddy....Within this few months......I had a weird feeling towards 3 ppls.............It was a weird weird feeling towards them..........unexplainable feeling....and it comes.....then it goes...........
Just yesterday......Finally I found something which I feel it will not happen to me. Damn........let me found it. Well.....it should be a happy sign............however........it shows an impossible sign........Hence.....will I find it again? Cos what I found at the moment.....it seems cant work.......Just like what I was told last time " It urs....no matter how far or any obstacles faced....it will still belong to you..........ELSE.....it will be like " So Near Yet So Far" theory"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Timing very important. I was told tat will be with someone by this year. haha.....how true it is.........We'll see then.................
Early of next month will be a busy month for me. So.....looking forward for the day to come........."Wedding bell ringing from far....far......far.................away.........."
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